"still finding in the lost"
"still finding in the lost" I remember the sudden elation I felt after finishing my last piece, I was in a state where I couldn't wait for more. The piece began when I listed about 10-15 ideas down with rough layouts, and then picked one I especially liked. I feel as though the story behind the piece is built in the process of creating it. I was lost, in creativity sure but also in my mind. I knew what I had to do, but I didn't know how to do it, more specifically I didn't if I could. I wanted to hide in the cracks like before, but with school reopening, I felt like the scenes of bullying would repeat themselves. There is still confusion in my head, when I try to picture what the piece is, it's not really anything at all, it's just an image to which I add one element or another whenever I feel like putting something down, It's almost like saying, every time I feel like something is making me disturbed, I add on an element and adjust its si...